productive day? maybe. not really. actually...yeah maybe.

Went to school today! another early morning. :( but we needed to work on our group performances because after all, it's worth a LOT! since its about 20% of internal AND 30% of external. so yeah quite a lot.

and then, trains. they're really expensive actually. not looking forward to paying full fares going to uni every day next year....ayo. even HECs cant pay for trains. but I guess im blessed that I got a train station near my house and I can basically go anywhere.

and then tonight, after talking about my own things, I realised that sometimes, fate does play tricks on you. when you realise that situations you create, cause such a chain of events that effects others (not in a bad way) and then realising that to get something done, you have to work in a team to approach a systematic attempt at victory (okay wth does that even mean) even if it means humiliation. but I'm going to take one for the team. soon, I'll know, and if  if I succeed I've made 2 people happier.  hopefully 3, but yeah.

and then as the Deputy said, "being above average is just that, being above average." this applies to a lot of things. like... okay can't think of a good example. Well I can, but if I said it people would get the wrong idea.

it amazes me how little factors can make you see people in totally different ways. you don't realise how beautiful (metaphorically) someone is until someone else does, or until theirs a mutual relationship (and no, not of the romantic type) where you both want to get to know each other better. this is mainly a non same gender thing, but if you rephrase it, it works for everyone. just change realise how beautiful to....how much they mean or something. not that im hating on gays. please don't get that idea.

im no guru. gosh im corny, why do I bother typing this mumbo jumbo aahah

english essay! harwood! poetry! textual integrity! poignant metaphors! what does that even mean? (no one knows what it means, but its provocative. NO ITS NOT, IT GETS THE PEOPLE GOING)

edit: all people interested in physics, space or the universe check this out. its so cool

http://htwins.net/scale2/