So today I got my friend to change my Facebook password and then deactivate it.
I just woke up and was like argh I Wont get over 95 with Facebook. There's nothing wrong with 95 and I can get into all the courses I want with 95 but still. I want a 95 
Life without Facebook. 
So much more productive. Got a chem prac done. Got my drama logs done. Got an English essay done. Got my maths home work done. Started research for cold war assessment.
I don't know why Facebook is so addictive. Hopefully I can stay off until after trials. Unlikely though.
I always ask myself. What atar would I be happy with. I say 95 but when I put marks into the atar calculator and it says 96 I feel bad. but seriously theres nothing wrong with that. I keep telling myself its about getting into the course you want at uni, and not high numbers for the sake of it

I need a 92 for the course cause of easy bonus points.
I want 95 just to say it.

realistically, I might  get it.
But who knows. I just need to get my English up.
I need to kill externals. I won't lie I'M not devastated about internals so far but... could do better.
But forget hsc for a second. I'M loving every day of year 12  love the people the subjects the teachers and the life.
Haha not long left now.