I actually spent my first day of holidays studying... well not really but I did get quite a bit of work done before a pretty mad party at night catching up with people I haven't seen in ages cause of uni exams etc

Tafe carpentry anyone? Or should I say real estate? Haha

Eels lost again. I want to cry but I know good times are around the corner. Hopefully blues win at least

Mates house for origin. This time I'M wearing tight pants.

Everyone still going crazy about muck up day. Am I the only one who wasn't THAT excited for it? Like it was okay but maybe I'm more the Outdoor sports bonding type. Like I can't wait for year 12 picnic day or celebration day. But then again they'll also be sad since it'll be one of the last grade events.

I'M actually getting excited about formal already. Although it's not outdoors it brings everyone closer together.

I had a dream that I did my ACL and couldn't play footy again for the rest of the year. And that while the boys played I just had to watch while on crutches. Okay that was more a nightmare than a dream. If that actually happened I would cry non stop. Not looking forward to last day of footy. I will legit cry after that final bell goes haha...

Holidays a good time to break emotional ties related to school that were ready to overtake you. Like a breath of fresh air whilst holding your breath.

I miss swimming. And now I realize how much I'm going to miss our school carnivals.

Okay now I'M babbling. Goodnight!!!

Muck up day today! So many great costumes! But definitely the best one was the teletubbies haha! They were so awesome. But I think they nearly melted and yeah going around scaring people as a detector was fun.

Some really interesting costume too like catdog. That was creative. Then there was the usual super heroes, villains, cartoon characters, zombies etc. Oh and a bunch of cross dressing curries hahaha. And the toy soldiers got suspension warnings ahhaa.

Didn't feel like the last day of school. Played some good footy, made some stupid faces in special photos and even tried to teach my English class. That however failed miserably.

Cricket back on TV. I lost interest in cricket in the summer but it's good to have it back. I'll definitely join my team again after HSC.

Ahhhh holidays. Lol jk not even time to study like a dog.

yeahhhhh my history extension major project is due tomorrow. all done but praying for the best.
weezy: "prepared for da worst but still praying for da best, this game is a ....etc"
I'm not actually prepared for da worst, I reckon my work is decent at least.

recognition assembly today, got our solid F1 encouragement award. (how embarrassing)
and getting some good news during my free period today.

and then ajay tricking me into saying something stupid with his pro English skills. dat manipulation.....

my iron hydroxide in water experiment is failing. been 3 days/72 hours nearly and still no brown precipitate forming. oh well;
1. its only a fun experiment
2. at least it means the water im drinking is 100% clean nearly.

tomorrow is muck up! can't wait to see everyones costumes and hopefully play some pranks. haha im going to go around scaring little year 7 kids with my dementor costume mwahahah

hope theres a lot of good photos! got my captains, prefects, f1 and muck up photos tomorrow. need to get that whitening toothpaste on!

omg now im getting worried about my atar. found stats of students getting band 6s at girra and there weren't very many, or as much as I thought. ah man, I can still probably get my course without going crazy but pressure to do well comes from both outside and within.

and now I want our grade to do really well, so that we don't rank 29th like last years year 12 ><
we should be top 20, and we have the people to do it

I'm no smart cookie but im good at organising, if I can somehow get the grade to help each other out and collaborate their knowledge we can turn into a super smart nerd grade. and I have enough friends who are smart enough to help me do it.

maybe we can run a tutoring business after HSC haha, that would be pretty cool. good way to keep our knowledge up and also make some money, but then seeing people do good is better than getting money. like my maths tutor gives me free lessons all the time cause she doesnt care about the money. shes awesome, really. too bad my maths marks don't repay her, although im not doing too bad in 2U. lets not talk about 3U.....

tomorrow and friday are gonna be fun days, and these holidays I WILL find the motivation to study harder than ever before. because studying for trials is covering content for hsc, which means you kill 2 birds with one stone.

CMON GIRRA

^ HAHAHAH REMINDS ME OF YESTERDAY. i love maths jokes. arghh ophelia this is because of you!!!

laugh so hard

cried in maths today at some of the innovative techniques to answer certain questions. Laugh so hard
0 = 0
karan: you idiot you basically said "LHS equals RHS" because "LHS equals RHS"
nearly had cramp from laughter.

our HSC drama piece, what a lol of a piece, i ain't eve kidding. I seriously don't even know when we're being serious or when we're joking. but the funny thing is,  I reckon the build is actually really good. BAND 6 worthy! which I definitely need since drama scaling isn't that great...and extension won't count for me. if my drama screws up, my atar flies out the window. actually, it's probably already flown out the window thanks to English. I need a good bladerunner/frankenstein mark. inb4 50%

yay strike tomorrow! time to sleep in + catch up on work. saw some projectile questions which flew over the top of my head cause seriously this gt, resistance stuff is just like....what?

spending my time researching how to dominate in thumb wars. thats how you do it. NO ONE WILL BEAT ME NOW. yeah got the german vicegrip technique

^ successful show of how a year 12 student does it
alas, I actually got a lot of work done tonight too

*pats self on back*

got to play footy after so long today. felt so goooooooood - except I ripped the knee area of my pants, ayoo. but oh well.

got owned in english today haha. how embarassing - why is our table so bad? haha oh well its still pretty funny how crap we are.

Had the best laugh ever tonight. In cramps right now.

I really hate track work. On sundys that means I have to travel 1 hour or more just to get to tuition.

Chemistry - I want to conduct an experiment on water quality around Sydney and test iron hydroxide levels in pipe systems in different areas. Okay my planned test isn't valid accurate or reliable but heck it might look cool.

Experiment to start tomorrow. Important phone call tomorrow! Hope I make an impression......

Tomorrow I might finally get to play footy after a long while

so best thing of the night:

EELS WON ANOTHER GAME YEAH WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
in golden time :,) payback for hindys 300th last year! speaking of which Hindy played like a champion!! CHAMPION!!!! and even the lesser players played like superstars! seriously im going to go do a jig. he better get picked for origin cause Stewart is out

second best thing of the night:

friend asking me; "are parramatta eels NRL?"
this girl is also the girl who thought al qaeda was a basketball team
what a cutie. hi!
seriously had me on the floor in stitches, both times


third best thing of the night:

completed history extension first draft. come at me! still, im gonna be last in my class but meh, our class is beast so can't complain. well I can complain but yeah

hired my muck up costume yayyyy

and now thanks to raj and karan, cry me a river is stuck in my head.
GO ON AND JUST
cry (cry) me a riverrrr (go on and just)
CRY ME A RIVERRRR

Oh I forgot to blog last night.

Anyway yesterday was mad. In both ways. The talent on show was so good. Honestly even the younger kids were so good. Great night.

And the artworks tooooo! How good were they.

Caught up with my favourite English teacher ever, mrs K! So good to see her again.

And now to spend the whole day completing history extension.

Nice excursion to the careers expo today. Was sitting with my friend in a seminar where they said to have a blog and we laughed cause yeah she's had a blog for ages and she got me into it so here's onions.

The bus ride on the way back was the best. Although I got destroyed. And omg gold digger hahaha.

MAD! Had to improv a lot of it and I thought it went well although I made an absolute fool of myself as a host. But I reckon the crowd like it so whatever.

Didn't get to see any performance today but I'M going again tomorrow so I can.

MADskies! Get it? Hahaha

waking up at 4 am and panicking that youve missed your bus only to realise youve woken up two hours early and then going back to sleep;

then waking up at 7am realising shit youre going to miss your bus and going to see why my mum didnt wake me up only to learn dads dropping me off today. early morning panic for no reason

drama- half class vs half class in Aladdin lyrics. half the class said it was shining shimmering splendid (my side) and the other half said shining shimmering splenDOUR.

so I played it on my phone as the class gathered around, and I won. HA take that fools. no one can take me in a whole new world lyrics

careers expo tomorrow *yawwwwwnnnn*

getting a little annoyed that no friends are coming to MAD on your day and then acting like youre really mad (see wot i did dere) to make them feel bad. just give me an OSCAR already.

promotheus - honestly Ridley Scott has a man made "replicant"/"android" fetish. but the movie was decent, but I had to pay $23.50.....................wthhhhh. and the exterior look of the movie was good, the visuals were stunning.

awkward moment when its just two of you in a massive cinema
thankfully another 5 people came. including a lady who wanted to kick us out of her reserved seats, IN AN EMPTY HALL

awkward moment when you have to meet a girls mum in fishy circumstances

awkward moment when no one comes to MAD and you assume you have no friends

awkward awkward awkward

no ones coming to watch me host MAD, so now I;m sad. mad makes me sad, which is bad. totally rad.

Running around parra westfield with a bunch of girls high on very sugary tea looking for muck up day stuff.

Quite amusing I should say.

New idea. BBQ like last term but in costume. What say you?

blogging now cause GONNA STAY UP FOR MATHS

and improve my usual 50% to a 90% (hopefully) (lol jk fail time)

1 more exam to go this term wooooo! and MAD on thursday. but now I have to go to that careers expo, which leeched $14 out of my pocket out of nowhere.

as predicted, all the boys got a haircut at the same time. hahaha

tomorrow is going to be a longggg day with maths about to carve me up

so many school events these days. all our prefect stuff, the SRC stuff like the eat off, random stuff like Girra Unplugged and MAD and then muck up day etc next week. damn I need to costume shop!

ever since I've been spending more time with a different group of people, I realise how much of a dumbass I really am. I swear all these people are coming top 10 in all their subjects then theres me. im not doing bad, and im happy with where im at, but next to these guys im nothing more than a rooty hill high kid or something.

anyway, the eels are back to their woeful, crappy, worst. and like i told my dad, the nrl season this year has really made me a better, since now I can handle immense frustration and anger with silence and at worst a facepalm or shake of the head. but honestly, Hindmarsh retiring and Burt retiring this year, both probably with a wooden spoon. but a supporter will never forget the fairytale run of 2009, and I shall keep the faith.

new haircut. and that means another 20 guys got a haircut. and this ones terrible. hopefully it grows out a bit my MAD on thursday, since im hosting and grow out properly before my interviews in the holidays.
I wish I had more hair. why am I balding so early, IM NOT GONNA HAVE ANY LEFT IN 2 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my parents arent even near bald yet....why me
WHY ME

I like blogging every day. I get to write crap that's so irrelevant, that it makes life good. and you know, life is good.

and you know, I want a scholarship for janitorial studies at TAFE.

historical debates; hernan cortes; pancho villa; oh dear. this historical stuff is really annoying me. 

the pdiddy of pippetes, the bigbaws of burettes and the titan of titration (new)

hi if you're reading this, ya skuxx(titration) god

tinkering with the settings of my phone all day, need that perfect wallpaper widget and lock screen

trials trials, gotta make sure I catch up in trials - the pressure is increasing and it feels good! weirdly

and so my affection grows

Ah English. The bane of all immigrants.

That was a pretty bad exam but what can you do.

Study break. Girra Frisbees? Sounds good to me!

NRL the game plan. Great show.

I really love sports movies. After hsc I'M gonna watch a bunch of sport movies. Can't wait. Less than half a year to go.

One term and 2 weeks of school to go. I'M going to miss year 12. I have so much fun every day from playing footy to studying with friends.

STATE OF ORIGIN!!!!!

<3

OMG watching Footy makes me so happy. Nothing better. Blues won! Take that you non believers!

Ah man what a game. I kind of miss Facebook and all those game status updates. I wish I could be annoying some people with a few statuses right now.

Yeah I have an English assessment tomorrow. But you know what, give me Footy any day. What's hsc?

And today I saw much rich stuff.
1. An armani watch
2. A $25 diary

Got owned by the modern teacher. Said finishing early and not doing anything for 10 mins showed contempt to the exam. Dunno how but I bet he'll take extra marks off cause of that.

But who cares really. BLUESSSS!!

city again today! and considering I have an exam tomorrow, probably not the best idea.
shit I am so screwed.

but what happens will happen, and we'll face it when it comes - hagrid

nek minnit mystery mark.

EY building! so rich man! those chandeliers.........that rotating doors, those elevators. wooooooowwww honestly I wish I lived there.

AND I MET TWO EX GIRRA STUDENTS

maths test today. oh dear. so many stupid mistakes. god why am I so stupid.
sigh I'm so shit. like seriously.........WHY

KFC 9 for $10
grease overload again. yuck

PIGLETTTT!!!! bought a piglet book, so cute

and muck up day- sully (monsters inc)? how the hell do I make that costume though? if I buy it ill have to sell my house

that awkward moment when a dream causes you more worry than a block of HSC assessments and you don't even know why

confused confused, don't know what to do etc. do I even or is this just an after effect? should I do it just to shut everyone up :P

that chinese restaurant should be named "El Grease" I swear there was a litre of oil in every spring roll. I think Im having a heart attack right now, but oh well the food was still tasty and it was free too.

going an hour both back and forth for a 90 minute chem class is boring, but the classes are fun, and there was even a new girl in the class today, and she was kinda good looking. except you could see her make up, instant turn off.

the world will end on the 17th of november starting at harris park, it has been prophesied by the almighty.

berlin and cuba, oh how you give me headaches

"its a recession when your neighbour loses his job. its a depression when you lose yours"

made me lol

Study till you drop.

Party at a Chinese restaurant tomorrow. People would probably think I shouldn't go cause it's two days before exams but who would say No to Chinese.

Chinese wife = Chinese food?

Good plan?

collaboration - The action of working with someone to produce or create something


this is what the school needs more of. too sick am I of seeing people not helping each other out before exams - yeah okay, your exams might come first, but in the end, helping others is going to help you too.


that reminds me, I have to email a friend Cuban Missile Crisis quotes.


i got a modern essay back today (practice essay) and the teacher basically said it's much lower standard than my normal work...okay yeah its good to be honest but to hear that a week before the exam isnt a great thing - but then again last time he said the practice essay was worth at best 5/15 THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM and in the end I got 14/15, so here's to confidence.


history extension morning classes - 45 minutes of crap talk, 4 minutes of handing out sheets and 1 minute of work.
and I have to wake up early.............thank god i didnt do 4U maths
a) because im bombing maths this year
b) i suck at waking up early


im really suprised this blog still exists, my last blog lasted....wait for it...drum roll....


1 POST!!!!


"you cut me open and I (echo:keep bleeding) keep bleeding love"

CBD at 8:30 pm - market street. its the best. thursday night, big brand sales and a shopping centre filled with people. shopping for some birthday presents with tanz, and the night lights

all of the lights, all of the liiighhhtssss

how to get a friend away from you - "hey man, do you mind if we split up? I want to take (her) to dinner tonight " - this works like a charm haha. although im sure the post day consequences won't be great haha.

me: "hey this guys cousin is in al qaeda!"
bear cub: "is that a basketball team?"
haha oh shes the cutie da bomb.

I really want a CBD job now.  and the best way to do that is a business degree so, leaning towards business. the KPMG building was so niiiiceeee! rotating doors...and not paying attention and going head first into it. 15th floor view, wow. ground floor cafeteria....the elevators. man it was just so great, people working there must love it.

catching the train at night is really fun. no loud school kids, and you don't have to wake up early

but tomorrow, I have history extension before school, so I have to sleep then wake up early. so goodnight readers! love you all!

another day of school, another day of realising how much I'm going to miss it when I finish.

the prefects meeting today, when we talked about the new prefects being elected soon, it was like....damn man SO SOON! I don't want to relinquish my vice captaincy yet haha :P

but the closer I get to HSC, the more confident I feel. I don't know why, I think I'm delusional.

haha YUUUUU in chemistry today. she so sleepy! gosh classes are so fun, i have a mad class for every subject. except mrs makkar didnt believe me when I said i forgot to print my homework :( *cries*

maths: kula + the oiz + tania
chem: makkar and shaj and nguyen
english: the 6 shitheads
modern: the "UN" and ryan
drama: what more can I say, we be killing em
history extension: okay this class is bad, cuse its just terrible. but people are good, but too serious about it. make it sound like its 4U maths lol

i'm going to go write a practice essay for modern.

so cold. so veryyyyy cold....why is it so cold? please, somehow lay down the heat. I hate cold weather. Give me 45 degrees rather than 15 degrees any day of the week.

Footy in the heat...what separates the boys from the men. I miss the days where the dedicated would play in temperatures higher than the average for maths. and how we'd be dying but we would soldier on....the pain of chasing down a player, the pain of taking the next run. the pain of the glazing burn of the sun.

^ okay going to base my creative for English on that. serious.

hello white america, assassinate my character

got grilled by my history extension teacher today. its my fault though, i didnt really take history extension seriously - i didn't think it would count for me even if I got a band 6. turns out, it scales better than chem....according to the documents anyway, but the atar calculator seems to disagree.

rob the jewellery store and tell em make me a grill (beat drops) whole top diamond and the bottom rowwww gold (tew te te tew)

so many people getting sick around me, and what can I do but try to make them feel a bit happier by making myself cheery. its so much easier to be happy when the people around you are happy.

assessments coming, assessments coming, but my marks are dropping, school is scorching, but i am stumblinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

N(r)G drink! haha maths is now becoming the most enjoyable subject. raj karan and josh............AND WATCH THE THRONEEEEE

OMG THE EELS FINALLY WON A GAME!!!

IT'S BEEN LIKE TWO MONTHS SINCE WE LAST WON AND WOW IT FEELS SO GOOD, I SWEAR THIS IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE UNIVERSE RIGHT NOW WOWWWWW YEAH GO PARRA HAYNE PLANE!!!!!

ah man...at half time we were losing 20-6 and I was like here we go again....

nek (40) minnit 29-20 and we win the game!!

even the NRL can prove life lessons, that if you hold out and persevere, things will turn your way. Eels had to defend the whole first half and the Sharks had all the ball but they dug deep and were down by 14 when it could easily have been down by 20+

all these interracial couples these days....trololol

BLOODY HASINTHA TELLING MRS MAKKAR..............................
and mrs makkar making me sit at the front of the  class like a loner today :(

niggas in paris on senheisser headphones. BEST SOUND IN THE WORLD. it was soooooo good. seriously I need a pair.

years end is approaching, more talk about graduation, muck up day, celebration day picnic and of course the year 12 formal. haha...something about a $1700 dress...mother of all god I'm going to look so stupid next to that.
AS WORN BY DELTA GOODREM.
one day ill be rich. so rich. that i can play footy with a ball made out of money. HAHAHAHA!
*slightly delusional*

Mother always told me be careful who you love

So today I got my friend to change my Facebook password and then deactivate it.
I just woke up and was like argh I Wont get over 95 with Facebook. There's nothing wrong with 95 and I can get into all the courses I want with 95 but still. I want a 95 
Life without Facebook. 
So much more productive. Got a chem prac done. Got my drama logs done. Got an English essay done. Got my maths home work done. Started research for cold war assessment.
I don't know why Facebook is so addictive. Hopefully I can stay off until after trials. Unlikely though.
I always ask myself. What atar would I be happy with. I say 95 but when I put marks into the atar calculator and it says 96 I feel bad. but seriously theres nothing wrong with that. I keep telling myself its about getting into the course you want at uni, and not high numbers for the sake of it

I need a 92 for the course cause of easy bonus points.
I want 95 just to say it.

realistically, I might  get it.
But who knows. I just need to get my English up.
I need to kill externals. I won't lie I'M not devastated about internals so far but... could do better.
But forget hsc for a second. I'M loving every day of year 12  love the people the subjects the teachers and the life.
Haha not long left now.

Ye and Jay did niggas in Paris 12 times! Man I really hope they come to Australia cause I'M so desperate to see them live.

Formal plans, limo or what? I had a real cool year 10 formal entry so this one has to be even better.

Muck up day plans. Got none and running out of time to make or online order a costume. Any suggestions people?

Rethinking career options. I dunno about business any more. Mining engineering money is good but don't want to go to Perth. Don't want to actually be forever alone.

Whenever I talk to you it feels like I'M getting in your way. Am I too attached? Should I back off then. These are some questions that often go through my head.

And God's sake, can all my Indian aunties stop talking Crap about my hsc and how I'M destined for greatness when I'M not even.